– March 11 –
What’s up? What are you doing?
I am currently watching WWE Fastlane. I enjoy wrestling hubs and I watch it every Monday & Tuesday as well as the paperviews. In truth, he got me hooked on it while I was pregnant with Zoey and since then I can’t get over it every single week, even if he isn’t home I’ll be watching it.
If you’re a fan & wondering where I’m at I am watching the WWE Championship Match (Daniel Bryan vs Mustafa Ali vs Kevin Owens)
So since babygirl👶🏻, I’ve gained 40 lbs & I have no idea how to shed it off but I like to workout, so I need to do my research because honestly right now the gym is just not in our budget. The reason being is, I know a few blog posts ago I revealed we still live at home.
OK, first don’t judge me (please?) or atleast not yet. I live in New York City, it’s fcking expensive??!!!!!!! Sooo we had to save up money, now why we didn’t save money while I was pregnant? Well I planned my own baby shower, I was working my whole pregnancy up until the day I went to the hospital to have baby Zoey. Any well the money was spent on essentials for the baby & I am truly thankful people got Zoey gifts. It truly has helped out a lot, ok before I continue let me say we are not “poor” we just are a little tight on money so I am thankful because if we had to buy everything ourselves we would be super tight.
BUT, anyways after 4 months of saving up enough money to move out (3 rents) and looking for about a month or two, we found an apartment!!! It’s beautiful 😍 it makes me happy! It’s huge (in my opinion) for the price, however it’s $100 over budget.. buut it’s do-able for now with me being a stay at home mom.
WHY You may ask?
Hubby works 2 jobs. (LOL @ my attempt of suspense) However, soon will be going on Paternity Leave to hang out with us! However, only for 1 of the jobs! But nonetheless I am STILL happy. I am superrrr excited truthfully!! We did make an agreement that if it starts to not work out then I will go back to work.
Do not get me wrong, if it was possible I’d be working right now. Unfortunately his work schedule is NOT an ideal schedule at the moment for a job unless I were to work overnights. I truly would prefer only we watch her atleast until she can speak. I feel like that’s when I’ll feel comfortable because then everyone will understand her better, I don’t know? 🤷🏻♀️
Moving on, it just doesn’t work right now to go back to my previous job so unfortunately I do miss it somedays but the stress killttt (my new word or well spelling) me.
So, currently i’m a stay at home mom (as we alll know) and it’s fun sometimes but it gets lonely. It truly does, it makes you feel insecure because when you’re alone for so many hours everyday it just gets to the point where you don’t feel like dressing up and pjs become your life.
– March 13 –
Anyways, the reason I haven’t been as active on here is due to the fact that I am MOVING !!!!! So life has been super busy! Infact, at the moment I am thinking of 100 different things for the apartment.
I promise to give a thorough update and MAYBE a house tour?
* I’m trying to buy a nice little camera because I’d like to incorporate video as well to my blog *
talk to you soon,